Check It Out Fridays #4

Hey there book readers!  Short list this week, and only two new check outs!  I did get two books returned to the library that get to stay there until someone else comes across them.  It’s a nice feeling, especially when one of the books I’ve had out for a few months.  I don’t know when I’m going to have time to get to all of these books, but a day doesn’t pass without me reading something!

First Time Check Out:

  • Hidden Girl: The True Story of a Modern-Day Child Slave by Shyima Hall with Lisa Wysocky
  • This Star Won’t Go Out by Esther Earl with Lori and Wayne Earl

Checked Out/Renewed Again..And Again:

  • Ignite Me by Tahereh Mafi
  • Three: an Article 5 novel by Kristen Simmons
  • Eleanor & Park by Rainbow Rowell
  • Lies: A Gone Novel by Michael Grant

Overdrive Media Library

  • The Blue-Haired Boy by Courtney C. Stevens
  • The Book Thief by Markus Zusak

Check It Out Fridays #3

Dear Book Readers,

Here we are again at another Friday.  Another look to see what I’ve gotten from my library!  I’m super excited about two of the books I checked out and they’ve moved to the top of my reading list!  It’s also been one of those weeks where everything came in or was up for renewal.  So if this doesn’t say anything about the number of books I currently have checked out, I’m not sure what more can.  Maybe I need to do a post of what I’ve managed to return each week, although it would only be one or two books.

First Time Check Out:

  • Panic by Lauren Oliver
  • Faking Normal by Courtney C. Stevens
  • Insanity by Susan Vaught
  • Ruins by Dan Wells
  • Liv, Forever by Amy Talkington
  • Something Real by Heather Demetrios
  • The Sound of Letting Go by Stasia Ward Kehoe

Checked Out/Renewed Again… And Again:

  • Curtsies & Conspiracies by Gail Carriger
  • Altered by Gennifer Albin
  • The Savage Blue by Zoraia Corova
  • Starry Nights by Daisy Whitney
  • The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin
  • Hereafter by Kate Brian
  • Withering Tights by Louise Rennison
  • A Midsummer Tights Dream by Louise Rennison
  • The Taming of the Tights by Louise Rennison
  • Mirage by Jenn Resse
  • What We Become by Jesse Karp
  • Wake by Amanda Hocking
  • Alice in Zombieland by Gena Showalter
  • Unravel Me by Tahereh Mafi
  • The Vicious Deep by Zoraida Cordova
  • The Other Countess by Eve Edwards
  • The Goddess Test by Aimee Carter
  • Crewel by Gennifer Albin

Overdrive Media Library:

  • Landry Park by Bethany Hagen
  • The Secret Diamond Sisters by Michelle Madow

Review: Faking Normal by Courtney C. Stevens

Faking Normal by
Courtney C. Stevens
Published by HarperCollins Children’s Books
on February 25, 2014.
Hardcover, 336 pages. $17.99 US

  From Goodreads:

Alexi Littrell hasn’t told anyone what happened to her over the summer. Ashamed and embarrassed, she hides in her closet and compulsively scratches the back of her neck, trying to make the outside hurt more than the inside does.

When Bodee Lennox, the quiet and awkward boy next door, comes to live with the Littrells, Alexi discovers an unlikely friend in “the Kool-Aid Kid,” who has secrets of his own. As they lean on each other for support, Alexi gives him the strength to deal with his past, and Bodee helps her find the courage to finally face the truth.

A searing, poignant book, Faking Normal is the extraordinary debut novel from an exciting new author-Courtney C. Stevens.

Dear Book Reader,

Since finishing this book, I’ve been trying to find the words to describe just how I feel about it.  Honestly, it’s not that easy because bits of this story really hit home for me.  I get Alexi, the need to escape from the emotional pain by causing physical pain to self and the need to pretend everything is okay.  I get the lack of trust and then having that one person I can spill everything to come into my life.  I just get Alexi on so many levels.

Alexi is dealing with two very big secrets that no one can find out.  She’s dealing with her form of self-injury to numb the pain someone else has caused.  The pain caused by this someone else happened at a summer event.  Een worse, it was someone Alexi knew and was around – a lot.  Someone who was close enough to be considered family.  Alexi was keeping the secret as a way of protection.  She was simply just trying to survive the best way she knew how.

Then there’s Bodee, aka Kool-Aid Kid.  Bodee is going through his own struggles after losing his mother very suddenly – by his father’s hand no less.  Bodee’s home life, which was already falling apart, has now shattered.  Alexi’s parents reach out and Bodee comes to live with them.  Thanks to the generosity of Alexi’s parents, life is about to change for her and Bodee.

As Alexi and Bodee move through this new living arrangement, secrets that were so carefully tucked away start to see light.  The way they both cope with the events in their life are shared.  With each other they start to find some healing.  All of this happens while navigating high school classes, friendships and relationships.  Together, they help and encourage each other to find the voice they never had, and step out of the darkness and into the light.

What happened after Bodee and Alexi found their voices to speak up?

Why was “no” so difficult for Alexi to say?

Why was Bodee called Kool-Aid Kid?

I hated when I had to put this book down because the need to sleep took over.  I’ve had books I couldn’t put down until I had to sleep, but this book was just so different.  I wanted to know what was going to happen next, what choice Alexi was going to make, and how those choices would further impact her life.

The writing of this book was superb!  Each character had their own personality, style, and voice.  None of which seemed forced.  Courtney approached some very serious topics in this book in a very real, well versed way.  Faking Normal had emotion from start to finish.  Despite the seriousness of the topics, I found it to be refreshing, a new side of life.  I still don’t find all of these words to be adequate enough to tell of this impact this book has made in my own life.

This book could help those that are facing the same secrets and struggles that Alexi is facing.  Self-injury is not the way to cope with the emotional pain/abuse you’re feeling.  This is coming from someone who is in recovery for self-injury.  If you’ve been abused in any way, speak up.  Courtney includes resources in the back of the book for those that need encouragement to seek help.  There is help out there and there is no shame in asking for it.

Someone may need you to be their Bodee (and I’m grateful for my Bodee!).

There is freedom for whatever you or the person you know is going through.

Stars: *****+ (really, there aren’t enough in the universe)

Recommend: This is a must read!

Read On,


This book was checked out at my awesome public library.